sweet-poo

It hardly happens that sometimes u meet a stranger and u just can’t fail to remember him/her….u can’t eliminate his/her shadow frm ur mind. It happened with me once very freshly. After my US trip I decided to take myself away from this office and spend some quality time with my family. My brother already did my reservation I think because he can make out how homesick I feel if am away from my dad for so long (I can be wrong also). Friday 6.35PM and I started running right from cumsom restaurent @ station till platform number 2 last boggie. Ohh god, my brother only knows how come I talk so stupidly even when I’m in rush.On d way to board my train I was continuosly mummering smthing like…don’t worry I’ll catch bus for Gondia or I’ll catch next day train and bla bla..finally I got the train but as soon as I boarded, it started its jorney towards my home
8Pm, I started talking with my neighbour. She was beautiful and intelligent. For me I believe that intelligence somewhat reflects on ur face also. I may be wrong and u have total rights to disagree with me on this. We talked abt IT and guys in IT and then about marriages (btw this z common girls talk I shd say). As I was aware, that my parents will also discuss abt marriage @ home, marriage was d process that keeps running on my mind smwhere in the corner. She told me tat she loved a guy who work @ infy . Her love got started with the way she use to talk and tat guy too falled in love with her. She told me tat she was bindas when it comes to chat with nybody. I can judge it that… yes… she is bindas. I was stranger for her but she just started sharing a lot with me. But her bindass nature was gud till tat guy proposed her and she accepted. After that her love started thinking that she talks with every1 freely and that’s not acceptable. She shd limit herself. She agreed to that… giving reason that its true that @ some time in life u have to be specific…u can’t just share ur happiness or ur feeling with everybody..u r grown up now. U have to differentiate between frnds. Some shd be very close and sm shd be just frnds.
It was her first trip to her home town after breakup with that boy. I can’t write everything but it was very touching experience. May be becoz d way she putted it in front of me, I cant just forget it. She was a girl from a middle class family and @ every step of life she learned abt compromises. But still she dreamed of everything perfect for her. She too worked hard like other IT girls to get everything what she dreamed for. Coding day and night for the releases. But now her boyfrnd thinks that she can’t adjust with him. Right from not having 3-4 times coffe @ office becoz her boyfrnd noticed that she fall sick and coffe doesn’t suit her…..to…. not wearning d dresses tat he don’t like, …………. But this doesn’t matter now becoz she lost him but what about those compromises? Wat abt… that …she changed few things for smbody and now that smbody is nobody. @ this point she was like a broken mirror, she don’t know whats she z, wat is she suppose to do…she don’t know how to react on things. She can’t decide…. can she chat d way she want …can she dress d way she want ….
I don’t understand why ppl who r in love don’t understand each other or why don’t they first just accept each others d way they are. She got added to my yahoo messenger. We don’t talk often but yes she will wish me for all the occasions like ganesh festival or rakhi. I know she z a bold girl and can come up very early from all this. I just wanted to have this experience saved smwhere , so I can read it smtimes and miss that beatiful lady.