sweet-poo

My new flat is dam gud compared to my previous one…bit furnished…now definition of furnished depends upon ppl to ppl..someone call it so …only if it is aquainted with TV or Refrigerator..but for me..hmmmm well ther shd be silence so that hardly I got disturb in my sleep..yes am very sleepy kind of person…I can spend my weekends just doing nothing other than sleeping n listning Radio Mirchi..n I njoy it in that way itself..

One day I came back frm my office n “My bad” was following me…look I have the keys n the door is locked but am not able to unlock it…n as am new to Pune cann’t ask nyone for help..the lock got jammed.. but but but…. this can happen to nyone (I mean ny of my room mate) but since am the first one who tried to open it n failed….. ppl (but of course my frds only)started making fun of me …

Well my room has 3 beautiful flowers in it…first one is me!!! of course .!!!.n second one..I call her TT (Time Table) she always stuck with the time she do each n everything with some time table…as she is frm Mumbai represents totally mumbaiya life style…n second roomee she hates me like nything always ready to fight with me n that too not alone her frds also accompany her always …she hates when I cried she hates when I tease nyonme, she hates  bcoz I sleep a lot, she hates me calling her DIDI n I wanted to tell her that am going to continue it bcoz she hates it!!!…, she hates ki mein bahut nakhare karti hu.. that m not comfortable in pune, I wanted 2 ask her ki muzme aisa kya hai jisse unhe pareshaani nahi ho…she always ready to pull my legs but hardly succeed in it. Bcoz I have a gud collection of her weak points…ha ha ha..now she’ll hate my blog too J..but who cares..m going to write nything wat I want to…noone can’t stop me…hi hi hi….

Whatever both of my roomess r very gud this needs to be said at last..otherwise they will kick me off….well I’m definitely njoying this company

At this stage of life it is always expected that I shd understandall these feelings. My Bad!!!! Never been in luv with nybody but yes I know wat “Unconditional luv” is..I had my own understanding for UL
Well being professional I hardly get time for thinking abt myself..but sometimes something always attracts u specially small cute kids..their innocence. Innocence is the thng which I feel attracts me a lot bcoz 2day we hardly find ny ppl. All r highly professional n selfish..its not their fault. Its demand of TIME. Even I behave very professional sometime.

Frm my balcony I had seen children playing lot many times. Same for yesterday a small kid was playing with a sweet cat which always roams arnd in our building. A White One…u knw wat the kid was seriously saying something to that cat & the motion of the cat makes him feel that he got the answers but in actual he didn’t!!! my point is… this is kindda unconditional luv between them. Even if that cat bites the kid, he cries a lot but frm the next day he continues… playing with the same cat. Watch it Once!!! U urself will feel the luv between them.

Whenever I went to public place specially shopping malls $ multiplexes I luv watching kids $ but of course I look for smart boys too..I always start talking with those strangers kids. An unconditional luv…I can say… they sometime didn’t like this, complain their mom too.. Sometimes even start crying & sometimes a charming smile  J. Unconditional bcoz I never expected nythng frm them & I still continue loving them irrespective of wat is their response to me. Sometimes I really njoy these things I hardly have words to explain all these..ppl think am dumbo..or whatever but I never care for them.

I always hope “Someone somehwhere is made for me too” who … with his unconditional luv will make my life worth. Till then my messenger will continue with a status msg as “I Think Therefore I’m Single” J

Happy reading !!!

M upset 2day or shd I say m disturb or best word is to say m feeling uneasy 2day…don’t know xactly wat to say?? M so confused that I m not getting correct words to write down my feelings. Something is making me uneasy, uncomfortable, painful 2day. M in office rt-now but im feeling like m not in office…sometime I wish to talk with someone to avoid this n sometimes I want to be alone….
M feeling like I shd stare at something n think abt some happenings in my life…I think I want some space for myself..i shd think abt myself….don’t know wat to do???where to go??

Ohhh..god help me to over come frm this….ppl say that m a gud thinkeerr 2day itself Nitin scrapped me in orkut saying the same…but this thinking sometimes stops ur life, ur day-to-day work..

Somethng which I can say continuously going on my mind or disturbing me is:

Why ppl drink a lot? Cann’t we totally blocked this drinking. So that none of the family will suffer. Why boys think that if they smoke they r The-MAN….its so shame that after having drink our frds speak out such a crap things..In my office party (which was held a day before yesterday) I had seen few ppl ..n after seeing the behaviors of boys after they r drunk I decided that Yes..I hate drinking…n ppl shd start hating it…I don’t understand why this poor boys don’t understand the truth of life n why they over-drunk themselves n always end up by ending/craking few relations..they loose their frd, the respect (I guess so)…the care..n don’t know wat more..n that too such an educated ppl in such a nice corporate environment…r they loosers??? I don’t know wat im writing but truly this is wat …is going on in my mind

I watched the movie Corporate n truly I decided that m not going to have cold-drinks from now. M going to avoid it totally. I robustly believe in changing ourselves instead of changing the whole world. I concluded that yes if I can try its easy to avoid cold-drinks n go ahead with juice so that I can profit those poor juice maker instead of rich corporate businessman

This type of movies really makes me think a lot. When I was out of cinema hall I wished to think abt the matter of the movie. But since my frd Shiv was with me I avoided otherwise boys generally think that girls r soooo stupid soo senti….that they take this movies so sincerely….but yes whenever I watch ny movie…. it impact me. atleast I can say I try to get some gud pts from it….my mind says “wat’s wrong in it….”

I don’t know wat I m going to do for the rest of the day…but yes…I concluded that m disturb person…at times I had taken very gud decision for me, for my frds, at times I had shown my confidence well enough, at times I helped my frds a lot…but rt-now…m finding out myself helpless…n at last I don’t know why m writing it in my blog….2day im doing something AJIB…..m behaving very rudely with my frds (I guess..so)…m missing my family also that can be one of the reason of my uneasyness…well m a gud girls so god will help me soon…bye all my readers...