sweet-poo

M upset 2day or shd I say m disturb or best word is to say m feeling uneasy 2day…don’t know xactly wat to say?? M so confused that I m not getting correct words to write down my feelings. Something is making me uneasy, uncomfortable, painful 2day. M in office rt-now but im feeling like m not in office…sometime I wish to talk with someone to avoid this n sometimes I want to be alone….
M feeling like I shd stare at something n think abt some happenings in my life…I think I want some space for myself..i shd think abt myself….don’t know wat to do???where to go??

Ohhh..god help me to over come frm this….ppl say that m a gud thinkeerr 2day itself Nitin scrapped me in orkut saying the same…but this thinking sometimes stops ur life, ur day-to-day work..

Somethng which I can say continuously going on my mind or disturbing me is:

Why ppl drink a lot? Cann’t we totally blocked this drinking. So that none of the family will suffer. Why boys think that if they smoke they r The-MAN….its so shame that after having drink our frds speak out such a crap things..In my office party (which was held a day before yesterday) I had seen few ppl ..n after seeing the behaviors of boys after they r drunk I decided that Yes..I hate drinking…n ppl shd start hating it…I don’t understand why this poor boys don’t understand the truth of life n why they over-drunk themselves n always end up by ending/craking few relations..they loose their frd, the respect (I guess so)…the care..n don’t know wat more..n that too such an educated ppl in such a nice corporate environment…r they loosers??? I don’t know wat im writing but truly this is wat …is going on in my mind

I watched the movie Corporate n truly I decided that m not going to have cold-drinks from now. M going to avoid it totally. I robustly believe in changing ourselves instead of changing the whole world. I concluded that yes if I can try its easy to avoid cold-drinks n go ahead with juice so that I can profit those poor juice maker instead of rich corporate businessman

This type of movies really makes me think a lot. When I was out of cinema hall I wished to think abt the matter of the movie. But since my frd Shiv was with me I avoided otherwise boys generally think that girls r soooo stupid soo senti….that they take this movies so sincerely….but yes whenever I watch ny movie…. it impact me. atleast I can say I try to get some gud pts from it….my mind says “wat’s wrong in it….”

I don’t know wat I m going to do for the rest of the day…but yes…I concluded that m disturb person…at times I had taken very gud decision for me, for my frds, at times I had shown my confidence well enough, at times I helped my frds a lot…but rt-now…m finding out myself helpless…n at last I don’t know why m writing it in my blog….2day im doing something AJIB…..m behaving very rudely with my frds (I guess..so)…m missing my family also that can be one of the reason of my uneasyness…well m a gud girls so god will help me soon…bye all my readers...