sweet-poo

I was listning song “Dhadkhan jara rukh gayi hai”. Superb song…

cheharon ke mele me, chehare the gum

  yek cheharaa thaa mai, yek cheharaa the tum  

  jaane kyaa, tum ne de diyaa  

  muz ko jahaan mil gayaa  

  Does anybody today seriously feel so satisfied by someone that a person gave him/her everything. I don’t know but I just think that the feeling that comes from song does that really exists in the human being.   

  hothhon par baat rahe, baaton mein soor bahe  

  suron mane geet wahee, tumhaaree hee baat kahe  

  mit jaaoo sapanon kee aagosh mein  

  bheeg jaaoo yaadon kee bauchhaar mein  

  And a long pause after this will make u feel superb. I mean I feel like this.   

  milate hee aankho ne, rishtaa pahachaanaa  

  yehasaas seene me, saanson ne jaanaa  

  choopake se, pyaar chhoo gayaa  

  dilaa ke yek, janam nayaa  

 
Seriously ppl in love can feel it. Everyday is new day if u in love with smone. It’s a relation that takes u so far. Far frm this world and its practicality. You start loving everything ur surrounding, nature, ppl around u.

Everybody knows the importance of word and they do use it suitably and duly. But I think I failed always. Not once or twice, almost always. I know words are important, but can’t ur behavior, ur thinking and as a person u.. can impress someone such that words get less importance compare to u (U -> a stupid creator of our almighty GOD, I must say this).

 I love people, talking to them. And I trust that I know the tact of communication. Its my trust only with me..otherwise no one will agree to this not even my parents..well lets have a  who cares!! Attitude to this. I don’t know where I read this…can’t remind now….but Murphy???

 No matter how bad a situation is, if u can’t laugh at it, you are in really deep sh*t. interesting isn’t it?

 In theory, everything …works. But for me life stops, go back and again I start from the same point, same road, same way, same misunderstandings, same headache, same pleasure too, like a train going to and fro. My bad, why I fail to avoid going to same path.I’m asking myself, do I need to change a lot…or I just need to change a little Why that change is not happening inside me. Why old things are repeating and repeating, bcoz of my words. My sole is lonely…my mind, my behavior and my words all r going in different direction. One thing is sure…I need to meditate…I heard and believe that meditation helps or I shd better say solves a lot.. lets try it out sincerely….2-5 minutes for only urself…I got 1 thing..that until u talk with ur inside sole in lonely u can’t carry urself d way u want. U have to walk d way ur sole want..u have to chat d way ur sole want …afterall end of d day….its not that ppl shd be happy…it has to be ur sole is happy … u did wat u wanted..u r being truly U. U shd wear what ur want to not what d tread is or not what everyone else z wearing.  So better talk to urself. If someone doesn’t understand u its his/her fault but if u don’t understand urself then? U r in big problem. If nyone in this earth has said u did wrong that’s d way they feel. But if ur sole says u did wrong then? They may be right or wrong that’s their problem. But u did smthing and ur heart z not with u then that’s very ur problem and need a thought. Hey….ahh..i am lost….i am really lost now…wat am I speaking abt…does this make sense…(smtime its ok to think nonsense..i am not hurting nyone)….Its ur right to be stupid but that doesn’t mean u should be…ohh watever…I started with “words”. By d way I like this song….I’m not crazy…true?

Whatever lets end it here…If I’ll push it hard enough it’ll never end..this is true..we have to keep ignoring thoughts and things and keep on going. So at d end Happy Meditation to all. It works seriously.

Long time no thoughts no blogs. Life train is going. My life is also a passenger of that train. A passenger without aim, I really don’t know my station to get down.

Sometimes life takes unexpected turns. The realization has come that the road through which you traveled with the person you loved has ended. This is I got from one of my friend. Although I never meet him but I know a lot abt him and recently he suffered a lot for his love and things are getting settle down. I wish to meet him.

 Its just realization. Well we shifted to new office….new environment, interior of office is different and I like chage.  Change in the way we live and change in d way we think, changing the dressing sense, chaging hairstyle, changing ur dreams.

And change is gud. That makes life going and actually speacking u njoy atleast I do. So new office but old-ppl, old talks and old constaints and old mindset. I wish I can forget smthing frm my past and I shd not have hard feeling for nyone. I really want to do that but when I’m upset I remind my old-office fights, and all those mis-understandings. Well one thing I learned from past. I want to live my lifecompletely like bachelors, no responsibility, no tension, no planning, freaking out nywhere nytime. And now I’m going to do that. Decided to join Aerobics classes for change and for coming out of all this.

 I promise to come with few more interesting thoughts...I just want some time to write them down...